"You reap what you sow."

I'm guessing I didn't sow enough, or I'm just a lousy farmer. Because based on my results, the fruits of my labour are sour, smelly and apparently, pretty rotten.
I'm so sad): My results are terrible, and work I have seems to be piling up by day.
Even when i've completed one, another thing crops up and I'd have to spend time on that too.
Homework and Project Work espcially. God, they never seem to stop coming-.-

My results, seriously man. Sometimes I wonder whether I really deserve such loving parents or not. They've been such great parents, more than one could ever ask for, and i've done nothing but disppointed them with my grades. Yet, they've never raised their voices at me. Never.
Yeah, I know my dad's strict and stuff but heck, I don't really care. I don't care if he doesn't let me go out with friends at all, or even go to someone else's house for project work. He showers me with so much love, care and concern for my wellbeing. And that's all that matters you know? Whenever i need anything, he'd make sure he got it for me as soon as possible. He doesn't delay getting me whatever that I need. And even when he forgets, he'd apologizes and would look really, genuinely sorry that he forgot to get me the thing. And he works so hard, poor dad.
I really appreciate it. And I really love my mum too. She wakes up early in the morning just to wake us up and make sure we're not late for school, she gets up early-er to prepare breakfast for us, she works so hard to make her cake turn out right just because she knows i like eating cakes, she makes sure we all eat first before she does, she does other stuff too, for us. I don't know lah. I just really love her, and appreciate her. Heaven is really at her feet. Hahah.

I wish I could control my temper more. Sometimes, I'd get upset with her and kinda talk back and stuff then i'd regret it so bad. And wished i had controlled my temper more. I HATE MY TEMPER >:[ I should go for some anger management workshop or something. Learn to control my anger. Hahah^^ Maybe i should go to some sadness management programme. I've been feeling so down nowadays ):

Everything has been pretty bad lately. Everything that I was looking forward to is always ruined by some other thing. Especially tomorrow. I was looking forward to tomorrow so much.
I was looking forward to hanging out with my dear bffl Zoey and maybe Cheryl together somewhere. Then fetching Nuraini! And just forgetting about everything else for once. Forget about my results, forget about projec work, forget about homework, forget about CCA, forget about council, and just worrying about not worrying! HAHAH.

But noooooooooooooooooooooooo, I just had to remember that Wednesday's the deadline for the submission of our mission maker game, and that we only have ONE FREAKING DAY, which is tomorrow, to complete EVERYTHING. And guys, I'm sure y'all want to help so you don't have to wait for us to ask you to do/ help with something before you actually step up and make an effort to contribute. It's not easy you know. I'm sure y'all know that^^

Further more, there's the music project. Doubt we'll be working on it anytime soon :/ Sh-
EH WHAT AM I COMPLAINING FOR!? It's only projects and homework and yadda yadda. Everyone has that right? Hahhahaha. Kay lah , I shall be optimistic and pretend that this is some game where i have to wreck/rack? my brain and work hard to get as many points as possible for the game! This game seems so real, it's real :O YAY, SO EXCITING. Sighhhhhhhhhhhh.
So fun.

I have to start on malay homework now. So fun. I hope i get a lot of points for it-.-