Friday, December 16, 2011, 2:48 PM, Comment [0]
Just my thoughts
So right, I was doing a bit of reflection on my four years of secondary school. And I just feel horrible about it. I mean, yeah, they were a great four years - I met some of the best people in my life who I would love to keep forever and had the time of my life with them. But, when I think of it further, I realised that I'm just a loser. Like, what have I done? What things did I accomplish? What good did I do? Nothing. There was nothing that I'd achieved/accomplished. I didn't do anything that made me proud of me. I had never had a significantly proud moment in the four years of secondary school. All I'd experienced were one disappointment after another. I've only managed to disappoint myself and disappoint others. I don't know, I just feel like I am nothing. Like... I don't know. I wish I had done more. I wish I'd been a better person. I wish... Oh well. It's too late for any of that now. And I always feel a surge of negative feelings every time I see my reflection. I can't help it though! It just happens. Even when I'm really happy, the moment I see my reflection, I just get upset lol. This feeling just sucks. Anyway, I'm just penning (or should I say typing ^^) down my thoughts. Don't think too much of what I just said (or should I say typed ^^) (:

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